Brown

Hazel

Hard to describe myself, you have to experience me

im just me outgoing loveing passionate blonde blunt and shy im a tomb boy at heart but i love getting dressed up i am very sarcastic i love jokeing around and goofing off and my friends say i am like there guy friends but hott i don't click well with girls bec i guess im not use to them i didn't grow up with them and i hate drama and girls are very manipulative i cant deal with all that what turns me off about others is selfishnes and c o c k yness to an extent because i think a lil bit is nice but you can make a good thing bad if u don't use it rite a cheater omg the worst thing ever i want the love of my life so i am very honest so like if i evan think about cheating on you i will tell you and then leave bec ur obvi not it for me or i wouldn't have those thoughts rite and i expect the same thing i would respect you more than anything if you were just honest to me about it but like if you cheat on me then tell me after a couple of weeks ya im gonna be mad maybe not as mad as if u hide it from me but still mad but if you are honest rite away i cant be mad bec you don't feel how i do obviously abuse mentall or physical i have had both and i cant say i like it lol jelousy i mean if you love someone your going to have lil moments because if you care about someone it happens but the point is if i love you i know how to make my man feel sacure i don't rub things in his face its not me i don't see love as a game who cares who wins or looses bec if u have to win all the time you are actually looseing because ur pushing the other person away if something brings out the bad in you instead of the good then ur not ment to be because the point is to find someone who being in there presants makes you a better person someone you can learn from about myself i don't judge i know everyone has a past as well as i do but thats what makes us who we are today i am very easy to talk to and very understanding and if you want it i give great advice i have been threw allot in my life and i love helping ppl and makeing them feel great about there self because everyone should love themself for who they are and if they dont then they should look at there self and if there in general just a mean spirited person they should change or continue to be unhappy im just looking for friends to hang out with and ppl who are laid back and just like to have fun like me im very honest and i don't put up with bs love sports and anything to get my adrinaline going im very romantic and passionate i can be one of the nicest ppl u meet and one of the meanest if pushed to far ppl love me or hate me there is no inbetween so if ur a good honest person we would get along and if ur a looser stay away bec i will call u on ur and make u look like an azz i definatly know what i want and i won't settle for anything less im ok with not haveing much as in valubles you can't take em with you when you die what i want is awsome memories and to know i was able to make someone smile while i was hear my love life i will find one day lol is someone who will just sweep me up and dance with me in the middle of road just bec. that person i want to cuddle with everynight and have a big smile in the morning bec there still there that no matter what just looking at them makes my heart pound that person that does not give two s about what ppl think as long as ur happy i love makeing ppl laugh but its weird bec sometimes i can be so shy i have been threw allot of s to know i need to be selfish bec in the end im the one there who still loves me for me i don't want to be with someone just bec and then be 40 and wake up and be like wow i ruined my life bec i settled i know there is someone out there for me and i would prefer to be lonely than to be in a loveless relationship im also very random its hard for me to stay on topic and you never know what im gonna say next lol one day evan tho my friends laugh at me i will find my movie ending lol or i will just be single my perfect date would be to go to a park and play some catch with a football or something have some lunch and get to know each other i need someone who can actually hold a conversation with me ya its nice to have someone who wants to rip your clothes of but if im not mentally able to conect with you and thats all you want its not gonna last stay at the park till dark and just be able to cuddle up under the stars and who knows my point is i would prefer to go on a walk or fishing or four wheeling im a outside girl then to go out to a nice reastraunt or go see a movie im not saying that its not nice every once in a while but i just prefer my dates to actually have thought to em then just going out to eat lol i hope i am explaining this rite lol