Brown

Brown

50y/o Widowed white male seeking atractive female for serious and REAL relationship

"A dream can be nurtured over years and years and then flourish rapidly. . . . Be patient. It will happen for you. Sooner or later, life will get weary of beating on you and holding the door shut on you, and then it will let you in and throw you a real party!" You are not in my past and I AM NOT IN YOU PAST but I definitely hope you are my future" I believe in AND LIVE BY the old ways. I now live in Alton, MO and own and run an antique store there and this is where I plan to stay the rest of my life. I believe in hard work and doing the man's job. Pumping the gas for the woman and flowers for no reason and cooking meals together with a glass of wine and all I require in return is never wondering if I mean something to the woman in my life, but the more she shows me she cares the more I show I care. I lost my wife to Leukemia in 2008. Yes, I have moved on as hard as it was but we cant get anywhere stuck in "what could have been". I have moved on with my life and am looking to see if there are any special women in this area who can share their life with a "best friend". I am laid back, I enjoy the outdoors and I am a member of the Lion's Club and believe in giving back to the community & I am looking to enjoy a partiner who loves being together and enjoying new things together. I collect 60's & 70's records and I love listening to the oldies, I love going to antique and estate auctions and love collecting antique toys. I raised 2 great kids on my own for 12 yrs and now it is MY TIME and part of that time is with my two wonderful granddaughters. I do LOVE to spoil and pamper the HELL out of the woman in my life HOWEVER I insist on the same in return and I WILL NOT SETTLE FOR A WOMAN WHO EXPECTS EVERYTHING done for her while she does little to nothing in return. Sorry I just believe it should work both ways and be wonderful and happy for both. I am looking for ONE WOMAN who only wants ONE MAN, I am n